-I have the sense of humor to appreciate comedy and the heart and mind to love.

-I should be able to take a hard joke and dish them out too.

-People don't really care much about me

-Not feeling guilty is one of the important things

-Being assured and validated sure feels good, it makes you feel not lonely at all.

-I need to prioritize what is important to me. Studies, friends (not so much) and hobbies
I'm thinking it's good to be about me me me me me me me.

-Western people are more open-minded

-I'll just like-hate these people, use them to train my leadership and charisma. I'll rule over them. This place is a sandbox.

-I need to eat healthier, exercise some more, and sleep better.

-Yahtzee had taught me that only true friends insult each other freely, if you're always like polite and careful of what you say it shows that you're afraid or hate the person so keep it on a non-personal level.

-Aizat just insulted me with a lame fucking meme in front of everyone in the server.

http://anythingbuttheist.blogspot.com/2012/01/troll-what-is-it-and-why-do-stupid.html

-Being deep in thoughts seem to make me lose track of a lot of details

-It's her fault, if she only didn't suddenly went quiet after the Ayah thing, I wouldn't acted like that.

-I always seem way more psychotic (gunning people) and goal oriented (educating people) when I'm stressed.

Narcissistic, mood swing, hormone imbalance, spiritual

Why am I even being all suicidal and murder-ish for? I mean killing won't really proof anything to anyone, nor will all this senseless violence. Then why am I even alive again?

I mean hearing music is good, having friends is good too.

This shit runs deep. Even after all this I am getting more and more narcissistic. Feeling more and more special, which makes me feel significantly less marketable and too childish. This is good. Good.

-The thing is... Mom have never approved of our gaming hobby. So it never really made us feel easy about our interest and always have this tense atmosphere at home. And Mom had never been very good at the whole encouraging us thing, but hey whatever. You can't pick your parents I guess.

-Man, the shit that I've been through, the shit I've seen, the things I've laughed at and masturbated to, no wonder people can't really relate to me and don't understand my dislike of memes.

-Typing is considerably better because eventhough it is more emotional and romantic using paper, I can edit and print what I write online.