So. The world isn't that big. People have much smaller social circles than I thought. Malaysians are very much idiots and solitary to the outside world. Seeing everything under a fragile veil of 'divine' superiority. I don't know where I'm going with this. Whatever.

I'm not jealous of Adli. If anything I'd say I want to be friends with him. I can ask him to ask for expensive stuff from Mom and Dad, since they love him so much. That's my problem. I hate my parents for their favoritism. And for what? Just because he was born more handsome and initially smarter than me? I mean it's not like I'm fucking dumb either, I got 4.0 in my past exam. So it's just that? Because he's born a pretty boy?

I just can't forgive them. Why would they love him more simply because he had the audacity to be born?

I... I just can't think of a possible solution. I am at a dillema, how funny. I very recently said to myself, what's wrong with a little hurt? I wasn't prepared for this kind of hurt. Fucking parents.

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