http://imgur.com/a/JSuu8
http://funnyjunk.com/Dank+webm+compilation/movies/5775312/
Magical Shopping Arcade Abenobashi
http://stupidpoop.thewebcomic.com/comics/2226598/poop-21-lettuce-leaf-this-place/

Be moderate

I always try to fill empty sound with noises, with Youtube videos. I think it's very dangerous to do that because you're going to get to used to that and eventually you will never get used to not having instant and unlimited entertainment. It's sort of an addiction.

I know what to do. Just be moderate about your enjoyment.

Darkness without light is an abyss. Light without darkness is blinding. You can't have a one sided coin

Peadophile

Dad treats me like a piece of crap. And rightfully so, I'm a fucking failure. I'm not good at sports. I'm terrible in my studies. I have no friends and probably won't make new ones anymore.

No I'm not going to kill myself. I've gone through that shit already I know my reasons to live my sources.

He treats me like how I treat Aizat when he's being a sperglord. Funny how it gets brought down like that.

Terrible mood because of loss streak

At some point I got like 7 losses in a row. And it made me feel like absolute crap. I revert back into my old timid insecure self. It was terrible, not suicidal bad, but the next worst thing. That is the least thing I need after I have to worry about my god-awful grades this semester.

After a few rounds though I theorize that I was playing recklessly and wasn't playing around common cards like Consecration and Swipe.

XSI-7 Agent
XAuchenai
XAldor
XCold Blood
Brawl
Savage Combatant
Starfall
Mana Tide Totem
Mage secrets
Lightning Storm
XWild Pyromancer
Pyroblast
XLay on Hands
Twisting Nether
Crush
Blizzard
Dark Bargain
Lightbomb
Siphon Soul
Starfire
Cabal Shadow Priest
Shield Maiden
Bane of Doom
Shaman totem cards
Echo of Medivh
Implosion
Mindgames
Shadow Madness
Shadow Flame
Dreadsteed
Blastmage
Coghammer
Swords of Justice
Burgle
Effigy
Feral Spirit
Ice Block
Lava Burst
Poly Boar
Powershot
Blade Flurry

GVG
Common : 3
Rare: 3
Epic: 5
Legendary: 2

Basic
Common :
Rare : 10
Epic: 10
Legendary: 8

TGT:
Common : 8
Rare : 7
Epic : 3
Legendary : 6

16/10/2015
Common : 11
Rare : 20
Epic : 18
Legendary : 16

Hearthstone Arena Tips

-Have lots of big drops, too much synergy card with bad stats won't help you in the long run

God fucking dammit

After seeing me sitting in front of the computer all day long, Mom went ahead and said I never ever do anything in the house. I never cleaned anything, I never contributed anything to the kids and don't care about them. I fucking cried. It hurt so much.

But this time instead of just outright doing the whole silent treatment thing (which never worked because she just doesn't know) I forced myself to act nicely, since I've gone through this kind of incident time and time again. It was hard resisting to cry.

Immediately after that I contemplated suicide again. I listened to the songs suicide is painless.

It really changed my mind to commit suicide when it feels so great to type on this computer. And just this computer in general.

XTransistor
-Bioshock
XYear Walk
-Spec Ops: The Line?
-Astebreed
-Alien Isolation
-Legend of Grimrock

-Grim Fandango
-Psychonauts
-Valiant Hearts: The Great War
-Dungeon of The Endless
-Gunpoint
-The Swindle

XWings of Vi
-FEZ
-The Swapper
-Valdis Story Abyssal City
XSuper Time Force Ultra
-Lethal League
-OlliOlli 2
-Duck Game
XAmong the Sleep
XShadow of Mordor?
-Fallout 2
-Viscera
XGods Will Be Watching
-Hell Yeah
-Postal 2

XThe Walking Dead
-Trine
XBrothers: A Tale of Two Sons
-Devil May Cry
-Tiny and Big: Grandpa's Leftovers
XMighty Switch Force! Hyper Drive Edition
XShantae

-Beyond Eyes
-OBEY
-The Darkest Dungeons
http://markiplier.wikia.com/wiki/List_of_Games

RATZ Instagib
Road Redemption
Strike Vector (try pirated multiplayer games)

XDustforce DX
XDark Souls
-Darkest Dungeon
-Teleglitch
-Shadow Run?

-Cook Serve Delicious

General tips

https://sites.google.com/site/trumpdecks/frequently-asked-questions

-Count card value as how much cards you had to use to handle how many cards
If you have to use Kok'ron Elite and Execute to kill a minion, that's 2 for 1, therefore bad

-There's two types of play,
Control, where you always control the board and slowly build up your board.
Aggresive where you go face and force the enemy to run their monsters onto your monsters for them to avoid damage.

-While you may be tempted to pick the value cards rather than the situational ones, if you already have stable 2-3 turn plays, you should pick Dark Iron Dwarf over Senjin since you can kill 4 health minions, whereas Senjin is more to stabilizing the board and slowing down the enemy. Why try to stop enemies when they're not really ahead?

-Tempo: Hearthstone is a tug of war game and tempo is the pace of that game - at any point one player is 'tugging harder' and has the rope on his side - in other words, has board advantage. Tempo is getting an advantage from how well you use your mana relative to your opponent. A good example is a card like Backstab, which doesn't do much as a card but also lets you use your mana for something else. An extreme example is using a card like Sap, which spends your two mana to temporarily remove an opponent's minion which could cost significantly more than two mana.

-Value: Value is the vague concept of "getting more for a card and/or play than you usually would." A basic example is "My swipe killed three guys, that's value!" or "My Cult Master has drawn three cards over the course of the game, value!"

Tips
PALADIN
Player
-A lot of the really good cards are rare.

Against
-Keep their board clear (buff targets)
-Watch out for turn 4, play +5 health minions (Truesilver, Consecration, Hammer of Wrath)
-Avenge (+3/+2 friendly minion), Redemption (reborn), Repentance (1 health your minion)

MAGE
Player
-Aggrasive (Mana Wyrm, Frostbolt and Sorcerer's Apparentice)/ Control (Fireball, Poly, Flamestrike)

Against
-Counterspell, Mirror Entity, Duplicate (clone two friendly minions), Spellbender (change spell target to 1/3), Vaporize, Ice Block, Ice Shield. 3 mana each.

ROGUE
Player
-Usually very aggrasive
-'One dimensional'

Against
-Big, final burst of damage is good since they use up their health trying to maintain advantage
-Reduce their health as much as you can
-Assassinate (5 mana)

WARLOCK
Player
-One of the most annoying and OP classes

Against
-Keep pressuring, if they're using the Hero Power, you're not doing enough pressure

DRUID
Player
-Slowest class, reply on late game

Against
-Silence is golden

PRIEST
Player
-Almost always controlly style
-Have card advantage since their minions live longer

Against
-Always keep the board clear
-Punish them for their slow openings

SHAMAN
Player
-Strong rare cards
-Buff cards to buff totems = profit

Against
-Clear board, in fear of buffs
-Fire Elemental (6)

HUNTER
Player
-The fastest and most aggrasive class

Against
-Snake Trap(attack minion), Explosive Trap (attack hero), Snipe, Freezing Trap, Misdirection
-Multi Shot (4), Explosive shot (5)

WARRIOR
Player
-Makes it hard for enemies to finish you off, but you have a lot of burst potential

Against
-Just play aggrasively and kill their minions, never try to race them to their death

Luck

Lucky
-All of my senses are still fine & I'm healthy
-I live in a relatively good and peaceful life
-I have almost infinite internet
-Time

Unlucky
-Autism and ADHD
-Dumb parents
-Malaysia
-4chan

http://www.health.com/health/gallery/0,,20418651_last,00.html
http://www.helpguide.org/articles/add-adhd/adult-adhd-attention-deficit-disorder-self-help.htm
http://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifestyle/20-things-remember-you-love-person-with-add.html
http://tinybuddha.com/blog/60-things-to-be-grateful-for-in-life/
http://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/60-things-thankful-for-life.html
http://greatergood.berkeley.edu/article/item/ten_ways_to_become_more_grateful1/

I don't wanna be here anymore

Well even after all these years trying to make them like me.

I will never be treated as good as him. Never ever. Since I was an autistic dissappointment. A fat one.

I don't hate myself. And I think I've made some pretty good decisions about my future. I won't kill myself.

It's just not worth it, I'm thinking of throwing in the towel. It just won't happen. I just plain hate this family. Every time I stay here I get so depressed and feel very squeamish. I need to move out. I don't wanna be here anymore. It's killing me.

I'll... I'll think of something

Not something unrealistic like moving out tomorrow. Something a bit more reasonable. Studying to get overseas so I have a good reason to not see them ever again. And then... I can just run away. Cut off all contacts, change my name. Start over and be free. Live the rest of my live in obscurity. I don't really care.

So... as it turns out. That ugly son of a bitch is way more social and it seems to hold up higher to those girls than I possibly will ever be. He speak with such comfort and such success. How does he even achieve that? He's ugly, he should've been condemened and bullied. That doesn't make sense. Then again how does Faqihah get better than possibly Fariesya? It's equal opportunity I suppose. If they respect each other does that mean that they're not really close because they play it safe? Is there no place for me? All of this text is severely broken and  unrelated to each other. So many things is currently wrong...

How odd. Last week I got recognition in class. a free controller, and seemed pretty confident to the others. And then I got scold and treated like an idiot by mom, get to know that my personality isn't really all too good and find out that I'm significantly less useful than I thought I was.

I got hit pretty hard last week.

Okay, so what do I do next? Suicide? Well I don't really want to. I have no idea why, even though it sounded so appealing a few weeks ago. Eventhough I got hit this time I don't really want to commit suicide, oddly enough. Eventhough I'm ridden with ADHD and I keep watching the same videos and avoid facing real problems, I know there's much more to this world, there's lots more way to get money and richer. There's lots more games I can enjoy. There's lots more experience I've yet to experience. I'm 19, I'm still young. Now I can't predict the future, I might change my mind tomorrow, or maybe even later tonight. I do seem to love forgetting important things. But I hope I will remember this text in the future. I hope I can withstand more trials. I hope that I can find my friends.

I don't really like them anymore. I now know that they're used to so much more. I can't really compete with those types of people. It's just too late. I'll have to leave them from this world. I need to detach myself from them, I'm not worthy. I'm not suitable for them. Why didn't I find this out sooner? Let them be happier without me, I'll find my own happiness. Exclusive to me.

As much as I like that future not having them in it, I am grateful that they gave me a chance. But I can't change who they are, let them go. I can't catch up.

 =============================================================

Plus it’s really fucking terrible of me to think that way. Just because they’re  a bit hard on the eyes doesn’t make them less human. If I was to better myself in the fundamental side, may it be useful to also improve myself on the social side? Do I even need improvement? Or do I know already how to act good, it’s just varying qualities of capability. Is being nice worth it? I’ve gone through some tough times being too nice. I hated it.

Though I have to say, my tastes have greatly improved these past few years. I’ve been exposed to more and more mediums, turning more open-minded, not only artificially open-minded.

Come to think of it, I’ve haven’t really been an angel these past few months. And that obviously had a role in damaging my psyche. I have skipped fasting.  I have skipped classes. I have lust over my little sister. I’ve stole. I’ve hit. I’ve been selfish. Though I guess to be fair, I’ve been done the exact same thing by other people. I guess this even things out. So I should next try to better myself. Because I’m not happy with myself just yet. The position I am in… I want to improve it. I want to be more independent from my parents. I want to spend my time better. I want to enjoy life better. I want to find my friends. Though all that will bring it’s own problems, getting bored of great things, being too possessive of my friends, enjoy life a bit too much or in the wrong way… Ah I’ll think about it when I cross that bridge. And I’ll get better and better after every hunch.

 2015, get money and find a psychologist. I need to get all this issues, violence, lust all in check.

Player kk has joined the game
Nope.avi :  Crits are fair and balenced
Nope.avi :  U wot m8? I'll rekt you loike I rekt ur mum, in bed last noight
CCPD :  [SELL]Hats/Weps/QS_Botkiller_Knife+Parts(3.8Keys)_For2Keys [BUY]Cards/Hats1Ref/KeysForItems/Spellbook lvl42
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
senpai ™ :  so the hacker is like a sentry
Nope.avi :  It isn't a crutch if it helps me get kills
Nope.avi :  U wot m8? I'll rekt you loike I rekt ur mum, in bed last noight
Nope.avi :  Pro tip. Your binds are shit, just like your play style
Nope.avi :  (ง ͠° ͟ل͜ ͡°)ง
Player kk joined team RED
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Sawnek  ◎OnTarget :  Everyone on red likes to help the hacker XDDD
Nope.avi :  Here is a shovel, can you dig it?
kk :  !pc cold
(Voice) [FF]Moon_Man: MEDIC!
NinjaPanda :  -Selling painted australium lady killer for 10 ref (Better than 12 ref)
Player Fancy Vault Boy has joined the game
Player [DDT] h4ck3rjk13 joined team RED
Player Opiconocea joined team BLU
Top donator of last month: Pilsner ($50.00)
(Voice) [FF]Moon_Man: MEDIC!
Nope.avi :  Are you kidding me? I hate faggots like him
tiny :  that's what you get for taunting after every kill
Nope.avi :  Probably has a micropenis
Sawnek  ◎OnTarget :  why are yu on his team
Player Fancy Vault Boy joined team RED
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Player THEFRUITYPOTATO joined team RED
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[FF]Moon_Man :  ~Selling The Lady Killer For 8 Ref Pure~
Nope.avi :  Because I am friendly and he won't kill me
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
Fancy Vault Boy :  selling a strange part: burning enemy kills for 7 ref or .33 item overpay
Fancy Vault Boy :  oops
Fancy Vault Boy :  selling a strange part: burning enemy kills for 7 ref
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
THEFRUITYPOTATO has defeated the Horseless Headless Horsemann!
Acid On Santa has defeated the Horseless Headless Horsemann!
ArrowFlint22 has defeated the Horseless Headless Horsemann!
[FF]Moon_Man :  ~Selling The Lady Killer For 8 Ref Pure~
[FF]Moon_Man :  ~Selling The Lady Killer For 8 Ref Pure~
(Voice) [FF]Moon_Man: MEDIC!
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
(Voice) [FF]Moon_Man: MEDIC!
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
tiny :  ahahahaha
Fancy Vault Boy :  selling a strange part: burning enemy kills for 7 ref
(Voice) [FF]Moon_Man: MEDIC!
tiny :  get dominated
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
(Voice) [FF]Moon_Man: MEDIC!
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
Sierra :  Selling everything on page 1 of my backpack
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
Player -[FF]- Doomhollow16 joined team Spectator
Nope.avi :  why the hell is my mouse being a fgt right now
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 has crafted: Scrap Metal
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
NoTroop donated $10.00 this month.
Opiconocea :  !bp Opi
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
Nope.avi :  tiny fuck ur shit
(Voice) [DDT] h4ck3rjk13: Thanks!
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
tiny :  haha go kill yourself
Nope.avi :  No u
tiny :  I do whatever the hell I want
Nope.avi :  fgt
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
senpai ™ :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
senpai ™ :  im your senpai  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Nope.avi :  Hry tiny
Nope.avi :  Psssst ur a fgt!
Player Hagojiton has joined the game
Opiconocea :  Selling strange wartime warmth for 1 key
Player Hagojiton joined team BLU
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Hagojiton :  selling strange festive jarate for 15 red
Hagojiton :  ref
Nope.avi :  No shit serlock
Player Koolboy65 has joined the game
Nope.avi :  !pc pocket
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Player -[FF]- Doomhollow16 joined team RED
[DDT] h4ck3rjk13 :  cant tell if he is hacking or a dumbass
Player -[FF]- Doomhollow16 joined team BLU
Hagojiton :  selling strange festive jarate for 15 ref
Nope.avi :  !pc comb
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
(Voice) [DDT] h4ck3rjk13: Spy!
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Nope.avi :  No duh
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
RXG Monthly Goal/Fees: $175, Received $112▐██████████▌(64%)
Player [TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ has joined the game
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Player Koolboy65 joined team BLU
Player amagicalshot joined team BLU
Player TheVolt9 has joined the game
Nope.avi :  Everyone on blu come to red
Player Koolboy65 joined team RED
Nope.avi :  So he doesn't have anyone to kill
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER TRADE ME IF INTERESTED.
senpai ™ :  nope
(Voice) kk: No
Player TheVolt9 joined team BLU
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
(Voice) kk: Yes
Player epicjango joined team RED
Nope.avi :  ok
Nope.avi :  Keep feeding him
Player MLG Zombie has joined the game
*DEAD* ... :  oe
tiny :  is this like your first time seeing hackers?
The elite fat spy :  wait is there some feeding the trolls going on here
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref shoot me a trade request if interested
Player Opiconocea left the game (Disconnect by user.)
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Player [TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ joined team BLU
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER TRADE ME IF INTERESTED.
tiny :  you're making such a big deal out of something like this
Nope.avi :  !bp
kk :  That's a TINY deal.
Player MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} has joined the game
Nope.avi :  Hey tiny is this compensating for your shit bp?
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref, shoot me a trade request if interested
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER TRADE ME IF INTERESTED.
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
tiny :  oh just die, I'm sure your hats will be there for you there
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  And my aussie
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Nope.avi :  and pro kses
Nope.avi :  and my vintages
Top donator this month: Pilsner ($20.00)
Acid On Santa :  npe
tiny :  kill yourself
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Player (✿◠‿◠) M3em0w joined team RED
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Acid On Santa :  nope.avi
The elite fat spy :  Nope I bet you dont have a pro killstreak ambassador
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref, shoot me a trade request if interested
Nope.avi :  Yes?
The elite fat spy has traded for: Refined Metal
The elite fat spy has traded for: Refined Metal
The elite fat spy has traded for: Reclaimed Metal
The elite fat spy has traded for: Reclaimed Metal
Nope.avi :  Hey I am not the one being the bitch
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
The elite fat spy :  Who was selling the cold fron curb stompers
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Pool Party Taunt
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  SCRAPBANKING!
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Player MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} joined team BLU
Acid On Santa has traded for: Refined Metal
Acid On Santa has traded for: Refined Metal
Acid On Santa has traded for: Refined Metal
Acid On Santa has traded for: Refined Metal
Acid On Santa has traded for: Refined Metal
Acid On Santa has traded for: Refined Metal
Acid On Santa has traded for: Refined Metal
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Acid On Santa :  ah thanks nope.avi
Nope.avi has traded for: Conagher's Combover
Nope.avi has traded for: The Caffeine Cooler
Nope.avi has traded for: The Pocket Raiders
Nope.avi has traded for: The Merc's Muffler
Nope.avi has traded for: The Hive Minder
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref, shoot me a trade request if interseted
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER TRADE ME IF INTERESTED.
tiny :  hey nope.avo, kill yourself
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
tiny :  nobody likes you
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  K
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
tiny :  if you lost all your hats, everyone will just ignore you
Nope.avi :  K
tiny :  you bring no significance to the human evolution
ArrowFlint22 has earned the achievement Shafted
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
tiny :  trash like you just slows down the human race
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  ANYONE TRADE
kk :  Dat lucksmen.
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
tiny :  srsly, do everyone a favor and kill yourself
tiny :  do it, film it
Nope.avi :  For your info I am in the top 5% of my class for grades so k
tiny :  haha like that matters
The elite fat spy :  I will do kill my self if you do it first
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  ANYONE TRADE
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  it does matter
Nope.avi :  yup
epicjango :  !PC BACK
The elite fat spy has traded for: The Lone Survivor
Top donator of last month: Pilsner ($50.00)
Nope.avi :  Grades don't matter at all
tiny :  you are like one insignificant piece of shit in millions of people getting As
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  ANYONE TRADE
epicjango :  !pc back
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Wow 50$
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  !tp
Acid On Santa :  ANYONE SELLING KEYS?
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
tiny :  imagine, if you die right now, what would change?
tiny :  absolutely nothing
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
(Voice) Acid On Santa: MEDIC!
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
(Voice) Acid On Santa: Incoming
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
Nope.avi :  my family would mourn and my school would probably be striken
Sierra :  Selling everything on page 1 of my backpack
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  !bp sierra
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Damn you look scary epic
tiny :  haha that's all?
Nope.avi :  My girlfriend would cry herself to sleep
tiny :  you'll be forgotten in a decade
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I would cry if he died
tiny :  tops
Acid On Santa :  Selling Cosmetics for ref
Nope.avi :  no duh
=[o.W.n]=Baby_PopTart_Pyro√ :  i wasn't even aiming for you Arrow
Nope.avi :  I am only a highschool freshman
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
tiny :  do you see how insignificant your life is?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
kk :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
tiny :  please, just kill yourself
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  no
Nope.avi :  Haven't had a chance to make an impression, yet
tiny :  you have no value
Acid On Santa :  Selling Cosmetics for ref
Nope.avi :  Nope you do
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
kk :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
Nope.avi :  Cuz you guessed it
Nope.avi :  Ur a fgt
Nope.avi :  Wooohoo!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  if you hate everything and everyone and want them to kill themselfs why don't yuo and all your problems would be sloved
Nope.avi :  go take a dick up your ass!
kk :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Player ♥Kittens♥ has joined the game
The elite fat spy :  so is yours and mine and everbody elses thats not a famous or a leader of a contry
tiny :  all your hats, it's all a facade, you're going to die and you will achieve nothing significant in the world
(Voice) (✿◠‿◠) M3em0w: Thanks!
The elite fat spy :  and yes a contry
Player ♥Kittens♥ joined team BLU
Nope.avi :  Well I haven't lifed long
The elite fat spy has traded for: The Rebel Rouser
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
*DEAD* (✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Pool Party Taunt
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  LOL
Acid On Santa :  xD
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Epic fail santa
Roker donated $5.00 this month.
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Nice try though
Nope.avi :  Look at Albert Enstine, he was considered a failure in high schol
*DEAD* Acid On Santa :  cheers
tiny :  haha sure, have some optimism, believe in what you say
Nope.avi :  *school
Player Not The Shrub! has joined the game
tiny :  but do you ACTUALLY think you'll be an Einstein?
Player Not The Shrub! joined team BLU
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
The elite fat spy :  Tiny just stop we all know your a troll xD
tiny :  look, your parents may love you, but that's it
Nope.avi :  Look bud when I am a CEO of a major company and you are homeless we will see who gets the last laugh, k?
*DEAD* Acid On Santa :  FAZE
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Everyone is a Einstein but that different lengths
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
ArrowFlint22 :  FAZE CLAN
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
tiny :  haha sure, be a CEO, live out your pathetic insignificant life
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Yah?
Player Fake n' Bi has joined the game
TheVolt9 has found: The Fists of Steel
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  :3
tiny :  just die and be forgotten
Player Fake n' Bi joined team BLU
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Player Ezio has joined the game
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  !pc crone
Fake n' Bi :  Creating SFM Posters for a key! Add me on steam and we can talk about how you would like it! Satisfaction GURANTEED!
Fake n' Bi :  If you would like to see sample art go to tenouseihls.deviantart.com
tiny :  believe in the lies people feed you
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Tiny you got to be the most heartless person I ever met this week <3
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
Nope.avi :  K
Player Ezio joined team BLU
tiny :  fucking brat
Acid On Santa's Pyromancer's Raiments has reached a new rank: Glamorous!
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Nope.avi :  *dickless
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  k
Nope.avi :  Not he is catlyin
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
Ezio :  selling buy a life taunt for 3.33ref pure trade me if intrested
Nope.avi :  Respect him
Fake n' Bi :  Creating SFM Posters for a key! Add me on steam and we can talk about how you would like it! Satisfaction GURANTEED!
Fake n' Bi :  If you would like to see sample art go to tenouseihls.deviantart.com
RXG Monthly Goal/Fees: $175, Received $112▐██████████▌(64%)
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  !pc sniper
tiny :  they're all telling a joke, and death will be the funniest punchline
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
Nope.avi :  I am litterally dying
Nope.avi :  Oh my god
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Spy!
Fake n' Bi :  Creating SFM Posters for a key! Add me on steam and we can talk about how you would like it! Satisfaction GURANTEED!
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  YOu and your fucken crits canta xD
Fake n' Bi :  If you would like to see sample art go to tenouseihls.deviantart.com
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Santa*
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
tiny :  you gonna cry?
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Spy!
Acid On Santa :  ?
Ezio :  selling buy a life for 3.33ref pure trade me if intrested
tiny :  cry
Nope.avi :  From laughter
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
tiny :  feel what little time you have left
kk :  Fake n' Bi, can you turn it into a spray?
Fake n' Bi :  I belive i could
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  !pc sweet
Ezio :  selling buy a life taunt trade me if intrested
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Spy!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I have all the time in the world and yet I don't
Fake n' Bi :  Ill look into it
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Spy!
Fake n' Bi :  1 second.
Player [N] Borga Bloodknife has joined the game
The elite fat spy :  gotta love hackers
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
(Voice) EpicnessTV: Yes
tiny :  a couple of years till your death, and you're just sitting around being proud of your digital pixels
(Voice) EpicnessTV: No
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Hey epic you got fans
(Voice) (✿◠‿◠) M3em0w: MEDIC!
Acid On Santa :  epic
Player [N] Borga Bloodknife joined team BLU
tiny :  God
Ezio :  selling buy a life for 3.33ref
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  kk
Fake n' Bi :  Yup, im pretty sure i can.
kk :  Uh.
tiny :  lol can't even answer
(Voice) tiny: Go! Go! Go!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  kk
Fake n' Bi :  let me keep on looking through
senpai ™ :  im your senpai  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  Sorry can't hear you over how rich I am
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  anyone sell rancho realxo for a cosm for 10 ref
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
Fake n' Bi :  Okay YES i can!
Player <Insert Name Here> has joined the game
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
kk :  Fake I can't afford, sorry.
Fake n' Bi :  xd
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
kk :  maybe later.
Fake n' Bi :  Alright.
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Top donator this month: Pilsner ($20.00)
Nope.avi :  I am friendly :3
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
tiny :  just, die
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  k
Nope.avi :  no thank you
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  ANyone have the awper/
tiny :  where do you live?
(Voice) Sierra: Go! Go! Go!
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Pardner's Pompadour
Nope.avi :  1234 nope nope srt
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  ^
Nope.avi :  nopeville
Player UR has joined the game
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Atomic Accolade
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Lol
Nope.avi :  nopestate
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  anywanna trade
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I live in deez nuts :3
*DEAD* epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Big Daddy
Player UR joined team BLU
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  altough
tiny :  in the US huh?
Fake n' Bi :  Creating SFM Posters for a key! Add me on steam and we can talk about how you would like it! Satisfaction GURANTEED!
Fake n' Bi :  If you would like to see sample art go to tenouseihls.deviantart.com
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Any of you guys have the awper?
kk :  whelvin teh gret.
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Ornament Armament
UR :  !useitem
Player <Insert Name Here> was automatically assigned to team RED
UR :  Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock), Sharp Dresser (3 ref) and Buying Trading Cards!!
tiny :  Daniel Bierbrauer, that your real name?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  stop asking where people live psyhco :3
Nope.avi :  Try burma
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  !pc taunt
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Flight of the Monarch
epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
UR :  Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock), Sharp Dresser (3 ref) and Buying Trading Cards!!
Sierra :  Selling everything on page 1 of my backpack
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Mark of the Saint
tiny :  I wonder if you're on FB?
Nope.avi :  Oh you found my steam profile
Fake n' Bi :  Creating SFM Posters for a key! Add me on steam and we can talk about how you would like it! Satisfaction GURANTEED!
UR :  GET REKT
Fake n' Bi :  If you would like to see sample art go to tenouseihls.deviantart.com
Sawnek  ◎OnTarget :  ur a spawn of satan
epicjango :  !bp
UR :  Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock), Sharp Dresser (3 ref) and Buying Trading Cards!!
Nope.avi :  man you are a sorry escuse for a human being
Fake n' Bi :  Creating SFM Posters for a key! Add me on steam and we can talk about how you would like it! Satisfaction GURANTEED!
Fake n' Bi :  If you would like to see sample art go to tenouseihls.deviantart.com
tiny :  *excuse
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Mann of the House
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  Eh who cares
senpai ™ :  no
Nope.avi :  it's the internet bro
UR :  Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock), Sharp Dresser (3 ref) and Buying Trading Cards!!
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Pampered Pyro
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Spy!
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Spy!
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
*DEAD* epicjango :  BUYING STRANGE BACKBURNER FOR 3 REF.
Fake n' Bi :  Eh reds you have a hacker.
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
Acid On Santa :  epicjango
Fake n' Bi :  EpicnessTV
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  ezio
UR :  Selling Sharp Dresser for 3 ref!! please trade me
Top donator of last month: Pilsner ($50.00)
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  i add other hat
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
UR :  Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock), Sharp Dresser (3 ref) and Buying Trading Cards!!
Player Fake n' Bi left the game (Disconnect by user.)
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  EZIO I ADD A OTHER HAT
Nope.avi :  yus!
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Player Doomsdaystar has joined the game
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Player Rhxac3 has joined the game
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  i wanna tarde
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
*DEAD* Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  acid
UR :  WOO
UR :  dis song
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Nope I would like to buy some basic kits :3
Acid On Santa has crafted: The Pom-Pommed Provocateur
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  keep playin it sound badass
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  Ok
tiny :  hmm
tiny :  highschool?
Player Doomsdaystar joined team BLU
UR has traded for: Refined Metal
UR has traded for: Refined Metal
UR has traded for: Refined Metal
epicjango has traded for: The Sharp Dresser
Player Rhxac3 joined team RED
UR :  Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 5.66 each)
(Voice) Rhxac3: Thanks!
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
(Voice) Rhxac3: Yes
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 5.66 each)
Sierra :  Selling everything on page 1 of my backpack
Player ELECTRICH CHAIR has joined the game
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Nope.avi :  !bp
tiny :  I'll leave the link somewhere
Player ELECTRICH CHAIR joined team BLU
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 5.66 each)
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
Acid On Santa :  me
C_U_J_O donated $5.00 this month.
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 3.55 each)
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  SANTA I ADD OTHER
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  HAT
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Acid On Santa :  electrich me
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  chair
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  ok send trade
UR :  Anybody buying hats for 1 ref?
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 3.55 each)
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Anyone have a awper?
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Anyone have a awper?
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Anyone have a awper?
The elite fat spy :  Can someone pls ban or kick this hacker
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Anyone have a awper?
(Voice) Rhxac3: Thanks!
Acid On Santa :  me
Acid On Santa :  faze
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: MEDIC!
Player Opiconocea has joined the game
Doomsdaystar :  msg xeon
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  CAn we trade?
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Acid On Santa :  sure
Player Opiconocea joined team RED
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
UR :  Mr.Shaco wat do you have tho
Player [N] Borga Bloodknife joined team RED
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Invite me
Player Sierra left the game (Disconnect by user.)
Rhxac3 has crafted: Scrap Metal
Rhxac3 has crafted: Scrap Metal
Rhxac3 has crafted: Scrap Metal
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Rhxac3 has crafted: Scrap Metal
Rhxac3 has crafted: Scrap Metal
Rhxac3 has crafted: Scrap Metal
amagicalshot has traded for: Scrap Metal
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  I SELL A COSM FOR THE MEDIC
(Voice) EpicnessTV: Thanks!
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w has traded for: Killstreak Backburner Kit
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w has traded for: Killstreak Kit
(Voice) EpicnessTV: MEDIC!
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  ELECTRICH
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  I TARDE
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  ok send trade
The elite fat spy :  !admin
(Voice) Rhxac3: MEDIC!
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  u send me tarde
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  My DJ is stuck on the song :3
MrShacoForYou!! {MEDIC} :  u want to trade
kk :  !pc scatter
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  who wants to hear it again? :3
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
Nope.avi :  What song is it?
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Spy!
Nope.avi :  I know fresh prince
kk :  !pc scatter
Player HavoxTheGamer has joined the game
tiny :  c'mon tell me what state, nope.avi
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
*DEAD* Opiconocea :  no
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  and just put remix
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  THANK YOU
(Voice) Rhxac3: Thanks!
tiny :  let's play 20 guesses
(Voice) Rhxac3: Thanks!
Player UR joined team RED
Nope.avi :  Why would I ever do that? lmao
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  TINY STOP BEING A CREEP
The elite fat spy :  Nope tiny wants the D
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Opiconocea :  Selling a Strange Wartime Warmth for 1 Key!
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  THANK YOU SANTA
Doomsdaystar :  1 way to kill a crap hacker is the sandman
Nope.avi :  STRANGER DANGER!
UR :  !votekick
Acid On Santa has traded for: The Winger
Acid On Santa has traded for: The Scottish Resistance
Acid On Santa has traded for: Football Helmet
Acid On Santa has traded for: The Dead Ringer
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 3.55 each)
The elite fat spy :  and ubers
Nope.avi :  Here is a shovel, can you dig it?
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
RXG Monthly Goal/Fees: $175, Received $112▐██████████▌(64%)
tiny :  what? I just want to bring across my point?
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Player Potato116_Anton Chigurh has joined the game
senpai ™ :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
senpai ™ :  im your senpai  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
senpai ™ :  im your senpai  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  !votekick
tiny :  what's wrong with that?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  well
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref\
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 3.55 each)
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Nope.avi :  What point is that? that you have a micropenis and can't let shit go?
Player HavoxTheGamer joined team BLU
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  I dont have it santa
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
tiny :  I mean if I 'get' him, he'll learn his lesson
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  That's a Creepy thing
Nope.avi :  Yeah no
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
senpai ™ :  me
Player spy hunter has joined the game
tiny :  and it'll be like a useful lesson for the rest of you
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Acid santa i dont have it
senpai ™ :  me
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  send trade
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  no it would
Nope.avi :  Man I almost thought this was CoD
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 3.55 each)
Nope.avi :  'I am going to hack you!
tiny :  oh c'mon, we already established how insignificant your life is
Player Lorde has joined the game
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
Nope.avi :  K
senpai ™ :  im your senpai  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
*DEAD* kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
UR :  Ele Ill see
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Santa i dont have it :(
Rhxac3 has crafted: Scrap Metal
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Tiny you must me a 56 year old living in his mom's basement and doesn't let things go
tiny :  lol of course not, but it can't be that hard
Acid On Santa :  wa
Rhxac3 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
tiny :  I mean I have a car and everything
Acid On Santa :  oh Faze
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
Rhxac3 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
Player spy hunter joined team BLU
Nope.avi :  lol so true
Acid On Santa :  go to your email
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  good for you
spy hunter :  hi
Rhxac3 has crafted: Reclaimed Metal
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  why don't you get a job
Acid On Santa :  you need to accept the trade there
Rhxac3 has crafted: Refined Metal
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  I disable mine
Player Potato116_Anton Chigurh joined team RED
tiny :  why the fuck do you care?
Player Joncolecio has joined the game
Player Professor Cha0s has joined the game
Nope.avi :  I mean I am 16 and I have a part time job, get a life friend
(Voice) Rhxac3: Go! Go! Go!
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  I disable my email confirmation
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
Potato116_Anton Chigurh :  !bp
Player spy hunter joined team RED
tiny :  c'mon nope.avi, believe in yourself
Acid On Santa :  try?
Opiconocea :  Selling a Strange Wartime Warmth for 1 key!
Potato116_Anton Chigurh :  !bp
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  K
Nope.avi :  I do
Acid On Santa :  other wise i have no clue?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  becuase I don't like how you're trying to get information where this guy or gal lives
Potato116_Anton Chigurh :  !bpi
tiny :  you can do it, you're the smart one
Player Professor Cha0s joined team BLU
Potato116_Anton Chigurh :  !bp
UR :  !bp Ele
Nope.avi :  Because I have been through WAYYYYYY bigger shit than you
Player Rhxac3 left the game (Disconnect by user.)
(Voice) Potato116_Anton Chigurh: Go! Go! Go!
(Voice) Potato116_Anton Chigurh: Go! Go! Go!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  lol
Player [N] Borga Bloodknife joined team BLU
Player Joncolecio joined team BLU
(Voice) Potato116_Anton Chigurh: Go! Go! Go!
Top donator this month: Pilsner ($20.00)
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Hey dud when you see like new items and it say j to view and what is k for again?
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Nope.avi :  So IDGAF about you
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
Nope.avi :  S> Vintage professional killstreak crusader's crossbow (Mean green, Flames), trade me!
tiny :  haha possibly I'll be the last thing you'll go through xD
Player -[FF]- Doomhollow16 has joined the game
Professor Cha0s :  BUYING SPY HATS AND MISC
Nope.avi :  K
tiny :  I'll tell you a quiz, let's see if you get it right
The elite fat spy :  Pyro we were taking out the hacker ox
Nope.avi :  !calladmin
Player amagicalshot left the game (Disconnect by user.)
tiny :  Question one: Where do you live?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  you're first being mean to the guy or gal and you're being nice just to get  where they live, man you got problems
Acid On Santa :  professor
Nope.avi :  Nope
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
Professor Cha0s :  yes
Doomsdaystar :  lel
senpai ™ :  who wants to trade
ArrowFlint22 :  oh, ok :(
Opiconocea :  Selling a Strange Wartime Warmth cosmetic for pyro for 1 key!
HavoxTheGamer :  so
Acid On Santa :  me
*DEAD* Nope.avi :  Crits are fair and balenced
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
Professor Cha0s :  in a sec
(Voice) Potato116_Anton Chigurh: Help!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Nope just leave the server and put your profile on private the best thing to do to get rid of this pyscho
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Hey dude when you trade and it says you got new items what does it say again j to view and k to what?
tiny :  fuck off meow, nobody's talking to you
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  ^
Nope.avi :  Nah, I actually am finding this funny
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Hey dude when you trade and it says you got new items what does it say again j to view and k to what?
kk :  Selling uncraftable flip flops for 3 keys pure. And buying Coldfront Curbstompers for 2 ref pure.
[N] Borga Bloodknife has found: Tomislav
tiny :  or would you like me to pay a visit to you too?
Acid On Santa :  cancel
HavoxTheGamer :  professor what do you think
Nope.avi :  He actually thinks I care
(Voice) Potato116_Anton Chigurh: Help!
senpai ™ :  yeah
Acid On Santa :  it's in your inventory?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I like in space
Professor Cha0s :  yah
Player Rezolvez has joined the game
Player Sonicmandude200™ has joined the game
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  good luck finding me in space :3
HavoxTheGamer :  yo
tiny :  well if you don't care, why won't you tell me where you live?
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Nope.avi :  Why don't you come meet my 12 gauge tiny?
Professor Cha0s :  oh cool
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :   No its no santa :'(
tiny :  c'mon don't be afraid
*DEAD* (✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  pyscho^
Nope.avi :  Afraid =/= stupid
Player Sonicmandude200™ joined team RED
HavoxTheGamer :  its called the dorectors vision
UR :  !pc Three
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
Nope.avi :  S> Vintage professional killstreak crusader's crossbow (Mean green, Flames), trade me!
Acid On Santa :  i dont have it?
Sonicmandude200™ :  does anyone have crit cola
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
Professor Cha0s :  cool
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Pool Party Taunt
tiny :  ooh a gun, how scary
Nope.avi has traded for: Refined Metal
Nope.avi has traded for: Refined Metal
senpai ™ :  selling a genuine distinguished rouge for 3 ref
Player Glugunner has joined the game
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  I dont have it either :'(
Nope.avi :  Well it can end your life so yeah it should be
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 3.55 each)
Nope.avi :  (ง ͠° ͟ل͜ ͡°)ง
Acid On Santa :  wtf happend?
Top donator of last month: Pilsner ($50.00)
Player Boltie has joined the game
Professor Cha0s :  where did u getit havox
tiny :  haha xD
Nope.avi :  fight me 1v1 in rust skrub!
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
tiny :  and what, I can't get one?
(Voice) Sonicmandude200™: MEDIC!
HavoxTheGamer :  its an ahcevement idem and you get it from erning the acheviment a star of my show
Professor Cha0s :  BUYING SPY HATS AND MOSC
Professor Cha0s :  cool
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  well good night everyone, Nope have fun with this psycho :3
TheVolt9 :  dont mind this engi just sitting in red's window
=[o.W.n]=Baby_PopTart_Pyro√ has found: The Shortstop
Professor Cha0s :  whats the acheivment
Opiconocea :  !rules
Professor Cha0s :  how do u get it
Nope.avi :  Night meemow!
Sonicmandude200™ :  is anyone selling a crit cola
Player The elite fat spy joined team RED
tiny :  see? your friends leaves you
Nope.avi :  I am
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  There i got it
Sawnek  ◎OnTarget :  Epicness, add me c:
tiny :  cause they know he's after you, not them
HavoxTheGamer :  basicly you get it from editing a replay
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  I refresh my sort my class then i got it
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
Player Lorde has joined the game
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I"m still here...
tiny :  they love themselves more than you
Professor Cha0s :  oh cool
Player Glugunner joined team BLU
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Player Rezolvez joined team RED
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Thank santa
HavoxTheGamer :  a replay is fotage of a life in tf2
tiny :  see what I'm saying? you're completely alone and insignificant
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I"m still here......
Nope.avi :  lmao
Opiconocea :  Is there heavy boxing on this server?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  XD
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
Rezolvez :  me
tiny :  c'mon, be a pal and tell me where
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Hey santa can you add me?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Tiny HOP OFF
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 re
Nope.avi :  1546
TheVolt9 :  ref
Nope.avi :  160th ave
tiny :  see? people are using the chat system, but they're doing their own business
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I bet he's wirting it on paper now XD
Sonicmandude200™ has traded for: Crit-a-Cola
tiny :  you don't bring any significance
(Voice) Sonicmandude200™: Thanks!
Nope.avi :  CA
(Voice) Sonicmandude200™: Thanks!
Glugunner :  SELLING MISCS AND TAUNTS
Nope.avi :  GO FUCK YOURSELF
Player Lorde joined team BLU
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Doomsdaystar :  buying process taunt parts
tiny :  oh c'mon, don't need to get angry
Nope.avi :  oh I am sorry
Nope.avi :  Psssst ur a fgt!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  well Tiny
Pilsner donated $20.00 this month.
tiny :  you said you were smart, can't answer a single question
tiny :  sheesh
Professor Cha0s :  !pc desc
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  no need to be a pyscho
Player Sawnek  ◎OnTarget left the game (Disconnect by user.)
Player Sawnek  ◎OnTarget has joined the game
tiny :  are you sure about the whole 'smart' thing?
Sonicmandude200™ :  !pc b
Nope.avi :  *In morgan freeman voice* please tiny take a dick up your ass
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
Professor Cha0s :  !pc dest
TheVolt9 :  well this is weird...
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Music for everyone but Tiny :3
*DEAD* Rezolvez :  !bp
Professor Cha0s :  !pc rouge
(Voice) spy hunter: MEDIC!
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  !bp
Player Sawnek  ◎OnTarget joined team BLU
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  ACID SANTA
Rezolvez :  !bp
Acid On Santa :  ?
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  ACID SANTA
Professor Cha0s :  !pc rouge
Nope.avi :  Buying taunts!
tiny :  haha I had sounds off since forever
Opiconocea :  Anybody heavy Boxing?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  good
TheVolt9 :  my beer bottle is floating to my mouth and back down....
Acid On Santa :  what faze
Nope.avi has traded for: Scrap Metal
Sonicmandude200™ :  !pc ba
tiny :  I bet you have terrible taste in music though
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  CAn you add me?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  we don't need to be hearing your 6 year old voice
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
Acid On Santa :  why?
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Nothing
*DEAD* Rezolvez :  !bp
The elite fat spy has traded for: The Doe-Boy
Lorde :  S>Everything on page 2 of my bp. !bp lorde
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Good trader i guess
tiny :  and people just say it's good because you have an Unusual
Player cristo_f_er79 has joined the game
Nope.avi :  I love Rick astley!
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  That made sense
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  XD
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
Player cristo_f_er79 joined team BLU
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Discounted items with Pure Metal
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Battle-worn parts for 1 scrap each & Basic killstreak kits for 1 refined each, Trade me!
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  Buying Pool Party Taunt
TheVolt9 :  shoot me a trade request if interested
tiny :  so if you get hacked and lose your Unusual, you will just be ignored and forgotten, replaced with someone with a better hat
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
Lorde :  S>Everything on page 2 of my bp. !bp lorde
(Voice) tiny: Thanks!
The elite fat spy :  !bp lord
UR :    Selling Three-Rune Blade (2 in stock for 3.55 each)
Opiconocea :  !bp lorde
Nope.avi :  Not always
UR :  !bp Lorde
Professor Cha0s has traded for: The Pom-Pommed Provocateur
Player DestinyF@cker has joined the game
HavoxTheGamer :  so how are things professor
Acid On Santa has traded for: Description Tag
Glugunner :  !pc fresh
=[o.W.n]=Baby_PopTart_Pyro√ :  !bp Lorde
Professor Cha0s :  good
UR :  !bp Lorde
Sonicmandude200™ :  anyone selling a back scatter or a panic attack?
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I though you said I had horriable music, why are you dancing?
Lorde :  S>Everything on page 2 of my bp. !bp lorde
(Voice) Opiconocea: MEDIC!
HavoxTheGamer :  oh
Nope.avi :  I have both sonic
RXG Monthly Goal/Fees: $175, Received $112▐██████████▌(64%)
Lorde :  S>Everything on page 2 of my bp. !bp lorde
Player Potato116_Anton Chigurh has joined the game
Nope.avi :  lol
tiny :  I do whatever the hell I want
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref, shoot me a trade request if you are interested
Lorde :  S>Everything on page 2 of my bp. !bp lorde
Doomsdaystar :  !bp lorde
Opiconocea :  Not interested lorde
Player DestinyF@cker joined team BLU
tiny :  and all I want is to visit my new friends
Player Starring Al as Her0Zer0 has joined the game
Lorde :  S>Everything on page 2 of my bp. !bp lorde
tiny :  c'monnnn
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  I may lose it someday but not today :3
HavoxTheGamer :  so
DestinyF@cker :  Buying craft hats for a ref
Professor Cha0s :  yes
Nope.avi :  best way to prefent scammers
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  but that would be in a trade :3
Nope.avi :  Keep email confirmation on
Nope.avi :  Which I have off lmao
(Voice) ArrowFlint22: Help!
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  ^ me too
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
The elite fat spy has traded for: The Battalion's Backup
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
=[o.W.n]=Baby_PopTart_Pyro√ :  !bp Lorde
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
Sonicmandude200™ :  trade me whenever youre ready nope
(Voice) Nope.avi: Thanks!
*DEAD* Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
Acid On Santa :  Anyone wanna trade
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
Nope.avi :  !pc fresh
Player ImOnly14Guys has joined the game
UR :  Acid for what?
Professor Cha0s :  BUYING SPY HATS
Player Potato116_Anton Chigurh joined team RED
Doomsdaystar :  buying robot parts
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  ok well good night everyone :3
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  Hey santa
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade
[TF2 FaZe]SkullKiller ★ :  I just found out
Nope.avi :  Night!
tiny :  you guys are no fun
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
UR has traded for: Refined Metal
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
(Voice) Potato116_Anton Chigurh: Go! Go! Go!
tiny :  sigh, boring
DestinyF@cker has traded for: Ellis' Cap
Player Starring Al as Her0Zer0 joined team RED
Player DestinyF@cker left the game (Disconnect by user.)
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  then leave
Nope.avi :  Hey better red than ded
(✿◠‿◠) M3em0w :  like this
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Glugunner :  Nope
Top donator this month: Pilsner ($20.00)
Player ImOnly14Guys joined team BLU
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who likes engie
tiny :  eh I'll hope for now
Acid On Santa has found: The Loch-n-Load
Player ConfusedElite(ScrepBanking) has joined the game
Nope.avi :  S> Pro ks, spec ks, and basic ks, stranges, cosmetics, and more, trade me!
UR :  Selling A Genuine Tartan Shade for 5.33 (It is worth ~5.77)
tiny :  I won't forget this, alright?
Nope.avi :  have fun
Nope.avi :  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
tiny :  I copied the URL and everything
Nope.avi :  K
Player ConfusedElite(ScrepBanking) joined team RED
TheVolt9 :  selling mister bubbles for 2 ref
Nope.avi has traded for: Taunt: Fresh Brewed Victory
tiny :  another day then
Glugunner has traded for: Refined Metal
Glugunner has traded for: The Caffeine Cooler
Glugunner has traded for: Refined Metal
Glugunner has traded for: Refined Metal
Player Fizzillusion has joined the game
ELECTRICH CHAIR :  who wants to trade

Aizat have been oddly clingy to me, I suspect it to be because I shouted at him yesterday and it greatly affected him. I went out of what he understood, that I used to say me and the whole family loved him. I guess it didn't make sense that we did the opposite of what we told him. The world is a cruel place.

The reason I lashed at him the other day was because dad had been unfair on his distribution of love on his offsprings. But what does he know? Absolutely nothing about us and about what we like and... These people are simply incompetent.

Now that I look at my previous posts, I was also jealous about Adli being simply alive. Before that I thought he had a much more amazing and fulfilling life. And no offense to him, but he lives a live as incompetent as the others. Eventhough this makes me sound like a colossal assface, I know a hell lot more than these people. And I thought it was the other way around.

Incompetence?

Shit, now that I think about it, it's not really all that odd. We live in Malaysia, most people are not exposed to foreign media outside of what grants them social status. And mom and dad, Adli and Alia, Kinah and Aizat is much younger and sheltered than me. They AREN'T exposed to these ideologies AT ALL.

Ffff, actually, now that I know that, I'm the smartest of the lot! I can control what these people watch and what ideologies they can adopt! This is so exciting, a whole new, gigantic world awaits them.

I guess it wasn't really about knowing or not. It was the confidence, the feeling that you know a lot was missing in me, and everyone else seemed like they had.

So... what do I do now?

So. The world isn't that big. People have much smaller social circles than I thought. Malaysians are very much idiots and solitary to the outside world. Seeing everything under a fragile veil of 'divine' superiority. I don't know where I'm going with this. Whatever.

I'm not jealous of Adli. If anything I'd say I want to be friends with him. I can ask him to ask for expensive stuff from Mom and Dad, since they love him so much. That's my problem. I hate my parents for their favoritism. And for what? Just because he was born more handsome and initially smarter than me? I mean it's not like I'm fucking dumb either, I got 4.0 in my past exam. So it's just that? Because he's born a pretty boy?

I just can't forgive them. Why would they love him more simply because he had the audacity to be born?

I... I just can't think of a possible solution. I am at a dillema, how funny. I very recently said to myself, what's wrong with a little hurt? I wasn't prepared for this kind of hurt. Fucking parents.

Children rearing

I have been sleeping profusely these past two days. While it is healthy in hindsight, I do have lots of homework to do.

I also had problem staying focused on anything since my mind seem to be preoccupied with that one Hentai manga with ridicolous NTR, it made my brain kinda sprung and active. I spoke weirdly to people, and couldn't control myself from looking at my teacher's physique. Disgusting. That shit messed me up it seems.

Now after I've gotten a few hours (9 gaping hours) for TF2 and FTL, among other things. Just some alone me time. I feel a bit more organized and calm minded. Just get my mind off things y'know? Though being alone makes me feel like time going on so fast. I feel like I can get so much more if I had friends, I guess?

-I have the sense of humor to appreciate comedy and the heart and mind to love.

-I should be able to take a hard joke and dish them out too.

-People don't really care much about me

-Not feeling guilty is one of the important things

-Being assured and validated sure feels good, it makes you feel not lonely at all.

-I need to prioritize what is important to me. Studies, friends (not so much) and hobbies
I'm thinking it's good to be about me me me me me me me.

-Western people are more open-minded

-I'll just like-hate these people, use them to train my leadership and charisma. I'll rule over them. This place is a sandbox.

-I need to eat healthier, exercise some more, and sleep better.

-Yahtzee had taught me that only true friends insult each other freely, if you're always like polite and careful of what you say it shows that you're afraid or hate the person so keep it on a non-personal level.

-Aizat just insulted me with a lame fucking meme in front of everyone in the server.

http://anythingbuttheist.blogspot.com/2012/01/troll-what-is-it-and-why-do-stupid.html

-Being deep in thoughts seem to make me lose track of a lot of details

-It's her fault, if she only didn't suddenly went quiet after the Ayah thing, I wouldn't acted like that.

-I always seem way more psychotic (gunning people) and goal oriented (educating people) when I'm stressed.

Narcissistic, mood swing, hormone imbalance, spiritual

Why am I even being all suicidal and murder-ish for? I mean killing won't really proof anything to anyone, nor will all this senseless violence. Then why am I even alive again?

I mean hearing music is good, having friends is good too.

This shit runs deep. Even after all this I am getting more and more narcissistic. Feeling more and more special, which makes me feel significantly less marketable and too childish. This is good. Good.

-The thing is... Mom have never approved of our gaming hobby. So it never really made us feel easy about our interest and always have this tense atmosphere at home. And Mom had never been very good at the whole encouraging us thing, but hey whatever. You can't pick your parents I guess.

-Man, the shit that I've been through, the shit I've seen, the things I've laughed at and masturbated to, no wonder people can't really relate to me and don't understand my dislike of memes.

-Typing is considerably better because eventhough it is more emotional and romantic using paper, I can edit and print what I write online.

Reassurance

I just called the BeFrienders and it was delightful, I needed this so good.
I think one of the main reasons I have right now is self confidence and trust issues. I have never been told I'm right before, especially not about what I think. Sure I have always thought that what I think is my rights and is in fact, correct, but I've never really had anyone assure me. Told me that being rightful, is correct. I guess all I need is reassurance.

-I am seriously going crazy this time. I am seriously contemplating suicide this time. I am an ADHD autist that was lonely for most of his lifespan and now trying real hard to be someone he's not to no success. All progress would be forgotten at a few weeks time anyway.

-Having ADHD is terrible. Having ADHD while having unrespecteable hobbies, no positive role model or friends, born under a terrible regime and dumb country, and the instilled fear of making mistakes and learning from them is a reason to kill myself.

-Though I am a bit glad that while all of this seems to be daunting to be take at one time, it really isn't daunting or threatening at all. It all seemed like I'm playing a little game and managing my self.

-So my next move would be to stay on my game and keep pushing from one milestone till the other until I get to somewhere I actually want to be in.

-I'm having problems fitting into this new personality and thinking. It's probably just because it's new and I need to use some days on it.

-Loud noise and bright screens are so annoying.

-It breaks my heart whenever I see people being cold to each other. I'm sad when the atmosphere is sad.

--How to talk?
Just talk like how I usually do when I was younger but add that level of depth and complexity that I discovered.

-Also be more honest with my opinion