-Having ADHD is terrible. Having ADHD while having unrespecteable hobbies, no positive role model or friends, born under a terrible regime and dumb country, and the instilled fear of making mistakes and learning from them is a reason to kill myself.

-Though I am a bit glad that while all of this seems to be daunting to be take at one time, it really isn't daunting or threatening at all. It all seemed like I'm playing a little game and managing my self.

-So my next move would be to stay on my game and keep pushing from one milestone till the other until I get to somewhere I actually want to be in.