-So wait, have I not been wasting my time then? I mean if wasted time is as good as 'well used time', does that mean all I've been doing in these past few years were just as good as the time I got a 4 pointer?
I guess the only thing I missed was the time to be normal.

-Yet I still feel like there should be something else I'm doing. Something better than this. Be a better person than this. Feeling less hungrier than this. I should be asleep by now. I want to be asleep by now.

-I guess the only thing for a human to do is to keep studying, to keep reading. To be smarter and smarter. And maybe I'll find the answer. Maybe little Syakir'll find the answer.